Sometimes !!

Sum-times u have to be Ur own hero..
Sum-times when i am happy,i am alone..
Sum-times when i want to talk,there's no one around me..

There's a reason that i said i will be happy alone..
Tell me not to go..

What if i shape my life around it ?

We're supposed to end up together, we're meant to be.

Mostly i hate the way I don't hate you..
Not even close,not even a little bit,not even at all.

Getting what i want will make me happy, getting what i need will make me happier.

Random 2

It is not that i can't understand some things...its just that i don't want to...whatever i want to do, i am never allowed to..yet i run behind it...my mind is always in the hunt...it never rest...people are often surprise that i do remember small things...for them its not too much but for me it is my everything... i would never  disappoint someone...i would never ask for something...because from childhood i am in a race...but today i am asking for it...i need it...do help me...you can do it..hope you are happy and cheerful and if not then happily trouble me...

Each day when i get up i miss something.Yet i continue..

People tend to forget things very early or do they remember it and act as if it had skipped there mind. I can’t say anything about this.

Belief

Years before,a bunch of young guys came together,bunked there lectures and went straight off to the playground.

They were there in the hot afternoon,with one volleyball,even without a net.

Leaving aside one,all of them were totally unaware of every aspect of the game.They tossed the ball for some time in the air towards each other. 

In a few hours,they were up against the strongest team of the college of that time..

They came,they played,they fought & they won..

They defeated the strongest when everyone believed that a defeat was there for sure,for them.

They had just one thing in them,they believed in themselves.

It just that they looked at things from a different perspective..

Inside of each one of you there are Sirens,Barking horns,Greed locks etc

But there's also this the belief.

We just have to keep on doing the work & climb the stairs higher !!

Silence

I often hear this about myself "He does not listen to anyone. He will do whatever he wants."
Well that's not the case with me coz the truth is..
I listen to only those whom i want to...and the one whom i listen to is silent  

CityLights

A city where thousands of dreamy - eyed men and women arrive every day in search of his dreams. 
In such a city,a boy landed,on his own to test & challenge his character. 

As he was on his way,he was not aware of what he was going to do,how he was going to survive there.

He had an goal,ambition in his life and still one thing was quite true about him,that he knew how to enjoy life in any condition.

When he went to the city,he was very clear as what he wanted,but he had learnt up till now that the happiness of achieving goals or milestones can only be felt when u have people around you to share it off.

As he went there he made friends,who were perhaps his Rummies,colleagues or companions.

Could life would had been so easy for him if he had not met these people when he arrived in the new city ???

He suffered through in numerous ups and down,yet he stood firmly through all of them.

Till date he met a lot of people,made friends and spent some wonderful moments with them but recently he realized that his life is a day by day experiment,he is totally messed up and maybe he needs someone to nudge him to do those things that he doesn't want to do !!

A look for lifetime !!!

Sometimes a simple look is enough for you to decide.

Days passed by after this incident took place.

Life started as before and i was completely unaware of the things that were going to follow.

I thought about this girl but this was only for me. I never talked about this.
I personally believe that if you start thinking of something then might be the events that occurs around you will bring you in contact with the thing that you are thinking of... or maybe it happens because when you decide something to do,you put in those extra efforts that will make the thing happen to you.

Difficult to understand how it happens but you are forced to think about the two sentences 

"Throw a lucky man in the sea, and he will come up with a fish in his mouth" 

or 

"God help those who help themselves"

Which one worked for me i don't know up-till now. 

I came to know that the girl whom i had saw that day at the store is studying in my class. I was so happy to know this.

As days passed i got to know more about her.

Being good at sports provide you lots of advantages.Making friends was never a difficult task for me.
Not only friends but indeed few good ones i have manage to meet in this lifetime without whom i would had missed lots of things.

In the meantime i met a friend who was a childhood friend of her. Initially i din't knew this but as i discussed before if you think of something things related to it will always happen to you.

He introduced me to his friends including her and this is how for the first time i talked with her.
As days passed our interaction grew and we become good friends.

A Step Ahead !!!

When you want to be with someone it just happens !!

She usually used to come late to college.So was the case with me.

Whenever she used to climb the staircase i used to feel that she din't liked it much to make it to the top of the building.

As i remember i had never seen her wearing anything else except than jeans.
Whenever she used to talk she used to become too direct.

Always she used to chew a chewing gum whenever i used to see her..

Our friendship was growing but we din't used to talk that much ...Only the formal hello hie and a little bit of flirting as all the college boys and girls do when they are in college...

I wanted to talk to her but each and every time when i used to try doing it..either she was not present or she used to be surrounded by a couple of people because of which i never got a chance to talk with her in person.

Well college had started and as every semester this semester was also ready with lots of assignments and too many difficult subjects to study..

And in addition to that it was a new class for me to adjust as every one was new here..well that was not an big issue as i was good at making friends..

Unlike each and every semester the attendance ghost started running behind us from the very start...but who cares..i had learnt to tackle this till now..

Lecturers used to deliver lectures after lectures but i was in my own world..each single day was passing and i was enjoying each and every moment of it..i started looking at her quietly..it gave me immense pleasure which i am unable to x plain it through words.. the more i gazed at her the more i fell for her..

In my own mind,i chose to perceive her as my girl friend..

First Taste !!!

I met a girl.
Slowly and steadily don't know when she became a part of mine. 
Special she is. It's the only face up-till now that i have tried to read but could not..... or maybe i did.

One fine morning, i got up early ( not usual ) and started preparing for my cricket match.          
I took my kit and headed towards my friends place. I reached at his place and was waiting below his apartment for him. He was standing in his gallery and he waved to me and indicated that he will be coming down in few minutes.

I was waiting.There was a shop nearby.I waited for about 10 min when one Pep (1318) came by. I looked up and my friend asked me to call the person who had just came by.

I turned to see who he was referring to.
When i turned i saw a girl with brown eyes.
I called her and said that my friend was calling her.When she saw up the boy went inside.             
He had played a prank on me.

The girl looked at me and i was not knowing what to tell her. I was looking at her with a fixed gaze. My eyes were stuck for a few minutes before i could realize that i should apologies for this.

She had already moved into the the shop so i went there.
She was there to take something and i was in a fix as to say what. I took a chocolate and thought of giving it to her as an apology but couldn't.
I quietly murmured sorry. Don't know whether that girl heard that or not but she took her pep(1318) and in a min she was out of my sight.

I kept on looking at the road as she drove away.

Lemons !!!

Sometimes in-spite of your best efforts otherwise, life will give you lemons.
When that happens one got two choices my friend,either were a sad face or make a lemonade..

My life is a day by day experiment,i am really messed up.
and maybe i need someone to nudge me to do the things that i don't wanna do..

Proverbs !!!

Needing someone is like needing a parachute.
If he isn't there the first time you need him,
chances are you won't be needing him again. 

I don't have an attitude problem. You have a perception problem. 

Eat right. Stay fit. Die anyway.

Only dead fish go with the flow.

There are two kinds of people in the world, 
those that think there are two kinds of people in the world, 
and those that know better. 

Intelligence is like underwear, everyone should have it, but we shouldn't show it off.

The best things in life aren't things. 

iT IS OFTEN SAID THAT EVERYTHING THAT YOUR MIND CAN CONCIEVE ONE CAN ACHIEVE IT!!!

jOURNEY TOWARDS A GIANT LEAP ALWAYS BEGAN BY TAKING A SMALL STEP TOWARDS IT.
iT IS JUST THAT YOU HAVE TO REALIZE THE HIGHEST POTENTIAL WITHIN YOU AND SUCCEED IN THE THING THAT YOU HAVE SET IN YOUR MIND.

oFTEN WE FORGET HOW IT ALL STARTED,bUT WE DO REMEMBER THAT HOW IT ENDED!!! 

oNE THING LEADS TO ANOTHER AND SO ON IT GOES!!!

sOMETIMES I DO WONDER THAT WHY THE HELL IT IS LIKE THIS  "hAPPIES eNDING" 
cAN'T WE BE HAPPY FROM THE VERY BEGINNING ???


nOTHING IS STRONGER THAN A YOUNG BOY'S WISH !!!

I decided to cling to her till eternity.( room )

Till date I have tried everything to find out, as to why am i so damn crazy about her.. ( alone )

All my desperate attempts were hitting a dead end and no matter what I did, she would always come back to me.. and drive me nuts... ( random )


I chose to perceive her as my girl friend. ( room )

Opportunity !!

Opportunity has a sly habit of slipping in by the back door,and often it comes disguised in the form of a misfortune or a temporary defeat.

More gold resides in the brains of men than earth,its just that it has to be taken out.

Failure is a cunning trickster.It will trip you when success is almost within reach.

There should be something in the expression of your eyes which will convey the impression that you are determined to get what you have come for.

When you desperately desire something,so deeply that you are willing to stake your entire life on a single turn of wheel for it,you are sure to win.

When one is truly ready for a thing,it puts in its appearance.

Flying Start !!!

Well life hasn't been going that great as well.. But there is just one thing that happened, that in a way did affected...for the better or for the worst..

A girl from Rangubai Junnare High School & a boy from Kilbil St Joesph High School.

Both of them never met before until one day when they saw each other.

Series of things followed after this.

Addiction is a story of a Guy who fell in love with his college girl and who told her about his warm attraction towards her.

Romance blossomed between the two,but they could never confess their love for each other or maybe they did. 

By the time he realized what he had lost, it was too late. 

Did he had lost the touch after the initial feel and the experience of it ? 

Or Did he had got the lifetime feeling as a remembrance ?

Dreams !!!

All of us have dreams, most of which are too ambitious, too grand and sometimes a bit too difficult to make it happen into reality..

I too have a dream..a dream which I have held close to heart..

Up-till now I have been a tester, who files bugs and drives developers nuts with it !!

Life for the first time has made me realize as to what all I get to have has take away's because of a single most biggest decision I made.. 

Sometimes a simple look is enough for you to decide something..

Its only the beginning of it as per my near and dear ones..and am already terrified..because time never allows us to play our cards as per our expectations..

Maybe some day i will find a place where my dreams and reality collide..

Blessing in Disguise !!!

We have to taste the ugliness of something before it becomes beautiful for us..

As we were becoming close friends,i realized that i had started to like her.
Fondness for her became intense day by day.

We bunked our lecture,one fine day and we went to a nearby bridge in our locality.
As we reached there we started to talk and were having a good time.

Just then two police men came there and started to question us so as to know why we had come there.
I requested them that let the girls go who had accompanied us including her.
He agreed to it.

Just as the girls went we started requesting that policemen to let us go to.We started flattering him. After talking a hundred buck he decided to let us go.

As we were heading towards the college,i received a call. I picked it up and there she was inquiring about what had happen to us.

She was asking question on questions.i was answering them and from within i was feeling extremely happy.I had never talked with her before.My joy knew no bounds and i was in the air.

I was extremely thankful to the policemen for coming there and catching us.For he had not done that i wouldn't had got a chance to talk with her without asking for it.

Indeed it was a blessing in disguise for me.

What I Am ?

I am what I am..but if you want your own version of what I am, you gotta figure out what I am..it's time consuming i must say..but is it required ...Well I don't know..I leave that to you !! 

I take one day at a time,have plans for the next few hours in my life and if i make it safe to bed that day,without any major set backs and with a joy that i did do a little thing to someone,that gave him some happiness,well then i can say that i have added life to yet another day rather than just adding days to my life...

I always wanted to be a hero in life, but then again i guessed "Every hero becomes a bore at last".So I thought that i will lead an ordinary person's life,who will stand out extra ordinary of course...

Lonely Valentine

When i woke up in the morning i looked at my cell and i thought of calling someone.
Not a usual thing which i do each day.

I need to talk but i am restrain from doing so..
Well exactly a year before on the same day i had received a call which i had always wanted to receive.

Lots of things happened in the recent times - some good some not so good..but this one thing hasn't change about me.

You might be thinking that why the hell i am writing this to you but sometimes,somethings are to be done irrespective of the outcome.

Well there were times when we had friends but we didn't had enough talk-time to talk,but today its vice verse.

I need to talk with her and its important for me.

You don't need to ask me that whether i would remain as your friend or not because the reason is am always there..just give it a try.

Well i suppose this much is enough to tell you what i am feeling rite now.

And haan..

Warm Valentine wishes to her (to u as well)..i wish i would be able to talk with her..

Random

Lots of time,when you are out of work,one simply try to recollect the most cherished moment of his life or may be when one is not busy he is left alone with these moments.

And it is then when you realize that the moments which you lived in the past,however silly those may be is a lifetime treasure that you have earned.

They may include several of those like walking with a friend on a lonely road,talking with your best buddy on a bridge looking at the setting sun, or even those when you had to stay but you couldn't due to some reasons..

Lots of people ask you that how are you when you are not in touch with them for a longer amount of time.You are caught in a fix as to how to answer such type of questions because although you are not OK you have to make them feel as if all is OK or vice verse.

My First Interview for MNC !!!

Most of us have dreams, some too grand, too ambitious and sometimes we might it seem difficult to make it to reality.

As a fresher I always had a dream to work for an MNC. Long time before when I graduated I got my first chance to interview with an MNC. I cleared all the rounds except the last one where I had just one competitor.

At that time I lost to him but the dream was retained forever...

U will feel the greatest opposition when you are near to your greatest miracle...

I was jobless. Emotionally, professionally and socially I was in bad terms...All my desperate attempts were hitting a dead end and no matter what I did, I was not making into it..

After 2 long and stressful years I once again managed to create the same kind of opportunity which would have given me a chance to fulfill one of my dreams.

I cleared the online test which itself was very difficult and to add to it I reached to the exam center fully drenched due to rain, and with a 45 minutes delay. Somehow I managed to persuade the guy who was about to let me in. Looking at my situation he asked me to take some extra minutes to finish the test but to his surprise I finished it ten minutes earlier than the normal time...

I cleared it somehow and was called in for a face to face interview.

Just as I entered the premises first thing that caught my eye was her. I wanted to talk but she was surrounded and there was no place to sit beside her.

So I sat in front of her but by now she had seen me I suppose and she was constantly looking into her mobile. I waited that once she will look up but she had already seen me so she didn't look up. But I was constantly gazing at her. I was asked to move from that place and so I went to the other side but my eyes were still on her.

I had forgotten for some time that I had come for an interview, about my dream. One by one everyone around her was disappearing. I thought for a second that I would greet her but I sat there looking at her. She talked to the girl besides her and smiled at her who later on went to become my friend and colleague at the office.

I was happy seeing her smiling. Finally she was called for the interview and I decided to meet her as she comes out. I needed to say all the best but buy now she had entered for the interview. I sat for some time and finally she came out. As she came out one guy called me in for an interview and so I was unable to talk to her. I saw her passing in front of me. I stood up and went till the glass door to follow her but off in a flash she had gone.

She was walking to fast and that guy called my name once again. I had to go inside. I had to follow her but couldn't.

As the interviewer questioned me my mind was simultaneously thinking of her and answering him about what he had asked.

While everyone was busy introducing and getting introduced, I was sitting there lost in my own world.

She was wearing occur color suit with a pink dupatta and a pink hair clip was attached in her hair. She had a brown colored bag and her galaxy grand in her hand. With the same look as always

After listening to my answers, he said.. Ok.. We will get back to you on this. Before leaving I just asked his name and just left for home.

Three days later, when I was informed that I got the job and was asked to send the necessary documents, my joy knew no bounds. I was on top of the world.

This entire scene flashes in front of my eyes each day when I enter through the big spacious gate of the MNC I had dreamt off!!

Sometimes !!

Sometimes you know a lot about something...You know you are in a better position to handle it..but when you look around,the people around you are completely unaware about what you want to do...

Even if you want to do that thing you are restricted from doing so..you wait... 
As time pass by,people around you realize what you were up to and now they will follow the same thing which you wanted to do some time before..they will teach you the stuff related to it on which you hold information from quite a long time ago...
And you have to listen to them...

But I am not just listening to them...I am already onto something on which they would be coming after some time...